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Jul 18, 2009

ko tau x ape mslh ko ni???xnk dga ckp org..sbb tula..
cubela ko pk skit..klu ko idup nk mrh2 je,watpe idup?
ko tau xmkne keidupan ni?nk carik kebahagiaan...
bkn sekadar...idup..mmbesar..kawen...pahtu mati...
da smpai Tuhan pon ko ckp Dia xnk dnga kat ko,tu da kire ko ni btol2 xde hale tuju dlm idup r..
ak suh ko p jmpe kaunselor kan?tp ko xnk..behtu ko nk idup jela dlm keidupan ko yg trumbang ambing tu??weit..plzla..ko da besa tau..da 19 thn tau...jgnla pk cm budak2..jgnla cpt trase ati ngn makbpk...jgnla mlawan mkbpk ko...jgnla asek nk marah2..kan marah2 tu sifat syaitan..lg ko marah..lg ske r die nk hasut2 ko...pahtu ko dpt pe??dose???
haa..nk??

ak xreti nk ckp pe lg...
xpe..ko kutuk ak..ak xrase pape..sbb ak tau ko stress..mmg bile stress,sume org nk disalahkan..
tp..klu da smpai tahap mlawan mkbpk...tlgla sarah...idup ni maseh pnjg lg..n still nk kan restu mkbpk lg...think..think..think...jgn bg otak ko tu corrupt..
smgatla skit beb..ko tau x..drpd ko f1,ak knal ko,same je smpai skang...
xde perubahan kearah keidupan yg lebih baek pon..klu ko asek pk mslh..mslh...n mslh..pe jd??
jd cmni la...cube klu satu ari tu,ko carik sumthing yg ko ske wat...xsmstinye mslh kite pndam je..
ko ley release kan mslh2 ko tu ngn sumthing yg ko ske wat...klu cm ak,mybe ak ske nynyi2 cm owg gle ke...sore ke laut ak pedulik ap...tlgla..ko da besa..klu smpai ke tue ko cni..alamatnye,gile la ko..
sori terkasar..tp ak xtau care mne lg yg ble ak gne ntok bg ko phm..
klu ngn lmbut pon ko xnk phm...trpkse la ak gne cmni...

idup ni bkn dramala..
ko nk wat cm drma dlm tv tu ke??telenovela??
klu ko ad mslh ngn parents ko...juz sit n talk ngn dowgla...cube ko pk...
klu ko da wat mcm2 pon,ko still rse nk mmberontak..msti ad sumthing wrong kat ko kan??
klu tu slh ko..xslh klu nk mnx maafkan...
klu ko nk ckp yg kwn2 ko ni...ak,mira,aki n sume tu yg menmbahkan lg mslh ko..then..nnt kite jmpe..
kite duduk..bncg same2..ape yg xkene..
nape ak rse cm xde mslh je hbngn kwn2 kite sume ni..ak tgk ok je..tp nape kat pihak ko xok plak???nk tnye mira??k nnt ak tnye die...aki skali..ape yg mwatkan ko rse xslese ngn ktorg...
klu btol mmg slh ktorg,then,ak bg pihak dorg n personally bg pihak ak sndiri,mnx maaf byk2..
ampun dr ujung rmbut smpai ujung kuku kaki...
dala sarah...ak mohon sgt2...kuarla drpd kepompong ko tu...cubela sesuatu yg bru...
klu ko kate ko smpan mslh ko ni drpd umo ko 12 thn,n skang 7 thn da berlalu..da lme da sarah...
mse tu bdk2..n skang ko da besa..ak rse ko da mmpu nk pk jln mne yg ko ptt pilih kot...
bkn tiru idol2 ko sume tu...tp tnye diri ko,ape yg ko nk snanye...arap ko phm la ea ap ak ngarut pnjg2 ni...k salam...klu xphm gak...btolla..p jmpe kaunselor...

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